more than six months of preparations, scoldings, cryings and hard work all ended grandly with alot of emotions in our hearts at the VCH last night.

dont we all just rock?

oh haha. TAN TIANHUI is eager for my take on yesterday's concert. (: im sorry but i like to post in details. (:

in short, we rawked the vch overwhelmed with feelings.

i know we dont say it, but it's kinda obvious some of us still has the passion for band burning in our hearts.

time: 10.30. 8.5 hours more to appassionata X
attire: band skirt, band tee, band socks, band shoes.

ok. so me, jasmine, cheryl, jacey and eugenia were supposed to have a section lunch before going to school yesterday. we went PRATA MAN. then i was supposed to buy A STALK OF NICELY WRAPPED TULIP FOR JASMINE TAN but the shop didnt open! so i went somewhere else and GOT HER A BOUQUET OF ROSES INSTEAD. see IM SO NICE! and she didnt get me anything lah!

qoutes HER. "DOESNT BEING THE PERSON PLAYING BESIDE YOU IN BAND MEAN A THING TO YOU!?!!?"

rawrr. then supposed to meet her at her bus top to go prata man together. but I PRESSED THE BELL AND THE BUS UNCLE DIDNT STOP. then i had to alight at the next bus stop instead lah. so rubbish. then finally reached there like half an hour late. then only cheryl was there. jacey went SWIMMING before the concert can! we were like !!!!! . then eugenia and CHUNGYAN came cause chungyan was with yooj. then we realised that chungyan very slow! haha! and her laughter is contagious lah! haha. oh. then chungyan realised she didnt bring shorts to wear. which was like so dead. cause our band skirt is kinda light (I JUST REALISED.) so much so that when you cross your legs and sit down, the skirt flies straight up. when you go down the stairs real fast, it kinda flies too. so hrm VERY DANGEROUS. yes. then she never wear shorts. and flutes are sitting in the front row on stage. and guess what!

i didnt wear shorts too.

jasmine was like staring at me with that "omg. omg! " look. then i was like THANKS ARH. then jasmine was like, but it should be okay lah. we're double bassists. we STAND WHILE PLAYING you know. (:

time: 12. 7 hours to appassionata X.

then after lunch we went to school only to find a BIG TRUCK WAITING OUTSIDE THE AUDI. super high up and super big lah! woah. then we went up and found percussion practising for their percussion enzem. and I TELL YOU. THEY REALLY IMPROVED ALOT. after we went up they ran through brazillian which wasnt an easy piece to play together. still remembered last year for percussion enzem they wanted to play brazillian and they really couldnt make it. but now it's like PRO. (: the mallets were like ZAI3. then christal is like FOREVER PRO. then pearlynne and huijuan improved alot now they look like PRO PEOPLE. (: and when they ran through, jasmine got super touched and started tearing. then pearlynne followed lah. erms. but ya. lots of hugs were exchanged but it didnt last long.

after they ran through finish, we started carrying tubas, double basses and percussion stuff down to outside the audi. most of the stuff wasnt much of a problem cause the lift was working and the instruments had wheels so can drag. the only problems were DOUBLE BASSES, THE BLOODY SYNTHESIZER AND THE HUGE AMPLIFYER. so damn heavy lah! no no. ok. the double basses were ok. heavy but not soooo heavy. SYNTHESIZER AND AMPLIFYER?! synthesizer needed more than 8 people to carry it ok. amplifyer was like 4 people carry. -.-

then the trouble was LIFTING THE INSTRUMENTS ON THE HUGH TRUCK. cause the truck was raised to quite a high level. and we had to lift them up to almost neck level. O.O tubas and double basses is ok. 2-3 people can manage. but percussion stuff?!! timpani, mallets, drumset CHIMES, SYNTHESIZER?!?! but the driver uncle was super nice and super gentlemanly and SUPER STRONG. he helped alot. (:

time: 2.30. 4.5 hours to appassionata X

then off to vch. we were all like mad on the bus lah. then basses were with trombones and clarinets. hmm. vera and sabrina very noisy on the bus leh. haha! i think me and jasmine super noisy also. (: HIGH MAH. then we exchanged present. got a cute pretty scotchtape from jasmine and a note. "doesnt being the person playing beside you in band mean a thing to you!" (: im quite touched and guilty with jasmine's note. felt that i havent been growing up and being matured enough. whole day TALK TALK TALK LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH. and kept playing around during band lah. even though i was quite serious during the practice at first but when concert was nearing i became more playful. I DUNNO WHY. must be because the actions for gelato and jasmine's stupid ideas lah! haha.

reached vch. we got off our bus then went up to the concert hall to put our stuff in the audience seats first. once we step in we were like "woah grand." that type of feeling, but it soon wore off. then went back down to ban1 percussion and basses stuff. only to realise that the lift for vch BROKE DOWN.

wth! @#%$&*

percussion were quite pissed i think. i would be if i were them. HOW TO CARRY TIMPANI AND SYNTHESIZER UP 3 FLIGHTS OF STAIRS! so we went back down AND IT WAS RAINING. drums cannot be wet lah. so sylvia went back up to get cloth and stuff to cover the drums when we carried them to vch. then we dragged 6 tubas up the stairs. quite ok lah. then carried percussion stuff like suspender, crash, toms, bongos auxilaries up easily cause small and quite light mah. then woah. DOUBLE BASSES and the other stuff like MALLETS, CHIMES, GONG, TIMPANI, we struggled like mad. cause the timpani, chimes, mallets and gong quite heavy, and double basses were TOO LONG to go up the steps. so we decided to carry the double basses horrizontally instead. then by the time we reached the concert hall, we still had to move all the way in the LIFT IT UP TO THE STAGE. which was once again about of neck level. tiring lah!

ok. after carrying all that stuff, we went to exchange presents. then gave sec 3s and sec 4s their presents, cause i didnt give sec 2s and sec 1s. then huijuan, patricia, pearlynne and liangzhen all jealous that jasmine got a bouquet of flowers from me! quotes them: "EEE SIEWYING. WHY I DONT HAVE! jasmine you can open up the bouquet and distribute the roses to us. we dont mind! (:" erms. then i gave yufei the smallest blue box cause she was the smallest, then nutcase was like "oh thankyou!" i thought she'd say something like "why i got the smallest box!" NOW I KNOW WHY. cause IT'S BLUE. and YUFEI LIKES BLUE. RIGHTTT? then jiaying got and ORANGE BOX and rouhui got a GREEN BOX.

jiaying: "WHY SHE GOT THE GREEN BOX!"
rouhui: "WHY I GOT THE GREEN BOX!"
jiaying: "I WANT THE GREEN BOX!"
rouhui: "EEEE GREEN SO DISGUSTING! I WANT PINK! WHY DONT HAVE PINK! WHY YOU GIVE ME GREEN!"
jiaying: "WHY YOU GIVE ME ORANGE! I WANT THE GREEN BOX! WHY YOU DONT GIVE ME THE GREEN BOX!
me: "i dont know anything! i give according to birthdate! i didnt do anything!" -runs away-
jiaying: "YOU STUPID WOMAN!"

how would i know jiaying loved GREEN and rouhui loved PINK and nutcase loved BLUE!

thanks jasmine and xiaohui for your note and milky bar. thanks kesin for your kisses chocolates. (:

then we went to setup instruments and tune up. me and jasmine decided to tune open strings and positions outside so we went outside to tune. took very long lah. jasmine is pro at tuning. (:

then after the long time of tuning, we decided to go one stage when the whole band except us were already on stage. i kept thinking that we were supposed to stand next to percussion lorh. super blur. and WE HAD DIFFICULTY GETTING UP ON STAGE! ): cause the steps to the stage super narrow, then our doubles basses so fat! i went up first and almost hit the crystal light on the wall next to the step with my bass lah!

quotes jasmine : "WAH WAH! CAREFUL! CAREFUL! BEHIND YOU! DONT HIT THE LIGHT! YOU BREAK IT YOU PAY OK!"
me: -turns around- "WOAH!"

and when we finally got up on stage, we realised that it didnt feel very grand at all and we realised that we got our HIGH CHAIRS! i tried sitting and playing and realised that the position that we had to sit in was VERY UNGLAM. ahems. and ya. NO SHORTS. so we decided not to use the chairs. hrms. we sorta ran through the repetoire but not entirely lah. then i thought we sounded quite loud for ride and persis. must be the percussion. cause vch amplifies percussion. dunno why. but WOAH. listen liao VERY SHUANG. especially persis! ((: yes. then HAIYO. during rehearsal our SEC ONE EMCEES KEPT LAUGHING TO THEMSELVES FOR NO REASON. dont ask me why. then halfway through the rehearsal I SPOTTED A DEAD COCKROACH ON THE VCH STAGE. it was dusty and mouldy lah! wth!

me: "er jasmine, there's a cockroach on the floor."
jasmine: "huh? what!" -looks- "AHHH. OMG! where did it come from! did it come from our bass?!" (cause LAST YEAR'S CONCERT jasmine saw a cockroach coming out from her bass. SO FREAKED OUT CAN. like every year concert SURE GOT COCKROACH. thanks arh! -.-)

then we stood far far apart from the cockroach caus ethe cockroach was like in the middle of our basses? and i decided to use the high chair for rehearsal instead. then during the whole rehearsal me and jasmine was damn freaked out by that stupid cockroach!

oh then the stage super freaky. cause the back there where the bass guitar is, theres a hole at the side of the stage with stairs leading to the changing rooms. SUPER SCARY CAN. what if we move back and fall down the stairs how! and it' just a hole lah! no barrier no nothing! walao. freak.

time: around 4.30-5. 2-2.5 hours to appassionata X.

then after rehearsal, percussion took the stage for percussion enzem and damn! they were fab! (: haha. then me and tianhui went outside to finish up the 3 cards for sec 1s. super crap and screwed lah! oh yes. then judy and cynthia gave me a small purple flower. haha so cute! then me and tianhui rushed to gather our things and went into our changing rooms. haha. basses got the biggest changing room! (: very nice! ok maybe not the biggest, but one of the biggest changing rooms ON THE FIRST FLOOR. very nice! lalala. then they got lockers and a BIG MIRROR inside the changing rooms. it's so fortunate that we dont have to make-up if not I'LL COMMIT SUICIDE. cause jasmine and xiaohui all very concerned about their looks! their complexsion and all. !!! freaky lorh. then after putting our stuff, me jasmine and xiaohui went to give out the cards which sec 2s made. hoho. i gave out percs, saxes, horns, and all sec 1s cards cause i designed the sec 1s cards. haha. then give out le, went outside to slack abit more. then I DROPPED MY HAIRBAND ON THE FLOOR OUTSIDE THE EUPHOS, HORNS AND TROMBONES CHANGING ROOM. and you know what they did?

leave on the floor, act as a grave and placed a purple flower on it. WHAT THE. -whacks-

then went back to basses changing room, jasmine switched off the lights and we changed into band uniform. realised that our blouse super transparent. if we wore coloured bra can see lah. then eugenia gave us our presents! a long letter and a small photoshopped photo of us framed up. SO NICE! oh yes. then jasmine asked tiffany to help us catch the dead cockroach. OH SHE'S SO BRAVE! haha. then jasmine and i decided to go to the circle seats and watch perc enzem. we went outside and saw psgls here already lah. and a group of boys were outside. they were like sitting on the stairs? then we went into the circle seats and found that the view was better. oh. then WE SAW OUR CONCERT BOOKLET. one word: GORGEOUS. then we saw our basses section photo inside!

WAAAAAHHHHHHHHH. WE SHOULD GET THE MOST UNIQUE SECTION AWARD MAN. we're the only section which photo does not show our faces lah! (apart from horns) JASMINE'S IDEA ONCE AGAIN. paparadum. (: haha. QOUTES JASMINE : "BU4 YAO4 PAI1! BU4 YAO4 PAI1 !" i think horns photo super funny! haha. then trombone's photo very PHOTOGENIC. cause of the different angles of the trombone. woah. pro man.

then went back to our changing room and we chatted and talk and lazed and roamed around for quite a long time before i decide to go to the toilet to wash up. and guess what.

i realised that the rest of the band were not in their changing rooms.

i panicked. ran back to our changing room and yelled for eugenia. then we were like ahh where is everybody. so we decided to go out and see. only percussion were still on stage. the rest of the band were gone. went outside the concert hall, went down vch. and we saw psgls eating their dinner lah. then me and jasmine were like waLIAO. even psgls had their dinner le. WE DONT HAVE? then we saw euphos and asked melissa where they got their dinner. then we went hunting for our dinner, which happened to be outside the lift lobby on the 3rd floor. THANKS ARH. then eugenia told somebody i cant remember who that nobody told us to come down for dinner. then that somebody was like : "eh sorry. cause we couldnt find ya'all." then we were like WHAT THE. dunno such thing called THE HANDPHONE MEH. cannot CALL isit! then in the end we only had like less than 10 minutes to eat dinner lah!

time: 6. 1 hour to appassionata X.
we finally settled down. to eat. -.- behind schedule le. then we were like rush and eat and in the end i decided to throw away the rice. SO WASTED. ): then saw jiaying and ruohui and gave them their cards. and SO COINCIDENTALLY, jiaying got the pink card, ruohui got the green card.

jiaying: "AGAIN! YOU PURPOSELY ONE RIGHT! WHY YOU GIVE ME PINK!"
rouhui: "OMG. YUCK. GREEN AGAIN! WHY YOU GIVE HER PINK! "
jiaying: "WHY YOU GIVE HER GREEN! I WANT GREEN!"
rouhui: "I WANT PINK! YOU PURPOSELY ONE RIGHT!"
me: "no!!!! oh no. not on purpose one! we anyhow pick the cards one!"
jiaying: "and why nutcase's card the design so nice! why my one so ugly!"
rouhui: "ya lorh. why huh! nutcase! give me your card!"
me: -runs away.-

look. I SWEAR OK. it was definitely coincidental! cause the cards is all the sec 2s make togeher, then anyhow pick one card and write one name. that's all! ): not my fault! yuan1 wang4 arh! T.T

then we went back to our changing rooms to wear scarf and tidy up uniform. then went on stage. tuned up and had prep talk by ms chong. then the audience were already crowding outside and the stage manager was like shouting at us whether we could hurry up so that he could open the doors cause it was flooding. then we hurried and went off stage. then the audience came in.

that was the moment i'd never forget.

backstage, everyone was so nervous and we were hugging and comforting and cheering each other on. it just reminded me of last years concert, where almost everyone cried and hugged each other for encouragement and support. i hugged jasmine lots of times i cant remember cause i was very nervous and could feel myself shaking. worse thing is, double basses are the first to enter and the last to leave the stage. IM THE SECOND PERSON TO ENTER THE STAGE. freakky. we kept checking on the crowd and realised that alot of people took the circle seats. then the 1st floor empty empty one. then lined up to get ready to go on stage. then ms chong came around to tell us when the emcess said "audience please be reminded to switch off your handphones...." we go on stage. then saw sylvia crying just moments before the concert. woah scary can. then we heard the emcees said our cue, BUT JASMINE AND I WERE SO STUPID TO THINK THAT THAT WAS JUST A TESTING. so we didnt go on stage. then we realised that WE DIDNT GET OUR INCREDIBLES MASK. then sylvia was like: "oh yea. haiya heck lah." so wasted! all percussion's effort to stay up late and paint the bloody masks for the whole band, then never use! haiz.

then we had screw ups.

10 minutes to appassionata X. patricia LOST HER SHOE BAG. no shoe bag, no band shoes, no socks. woah. we were like freaking out. then patricia finally went to borrow shoes from people and socks from chingying. omg. almost screw up can. lucky pat! (and later she found out that she left her shoe bag in the band room. -.-)

then we heard the emcees saying the introduction of our concert le. then jasmine and i freakked lah. SO SCREWED. then we asked sylvis if it was the time to go onstage, then she quickly ask us to go up. SO SO SCREWED. then jasmine and i quickly went up, followed by the rest of the band. SO MALU. OH MAN. then when the emcees finished their introduction, the band havent even settle down yet lah. wth! oh man. so screwed. then went on stage super nervous. but oh man. the concert feeling was overwhelming. and emotions and memories started flowing back to me. then we started.

time: 7.00pm APPASSIONATA X. (: teh loves! <3

ride. i finally saw the story of ride that night. the blurred scenery and everything. sounds super inspiring. lightings were good. woah WE WERE LOUD. oh man. nice. mel's and clara's solo brought back many of our pracs memories. solos were great! and ahhh! i felt very inspired by the part after clara's solo! very nice! i almost wanted to cry. then bowings were abit screwed cause jasmine played wrongly and I HAD TO FOLLOW HER BOWINGS. hrms. but overall was ok. i think we screwed articulation about. and abit untidy. and i didnt screw up! (: except for bowings lah. cause i had to follow jasmine. i'm still thinking of the percussion rhythm in my head lah! ((: LOVES. <3 color="#ff0000">bolero. mr lee took it faster than usual. quite fun actually. solos were great. loved sabrina's solo! thought that joanna's solo was abit soft though, cause the trumpet was muted. i think bolero was quite good. (:

wizard. lightings were great. brought back memories of pracs. where mr lee kept reminding us all the notes where it should be detached and stuff. haha. and it was the first time i ould play one of the parts. cant remmber. think the ending was grand. (: i enjoyed my self for this piece! haha. and yufei's solo! NICE.

incredibles. totally fabulous. lots of people liked it. and tubas, WOAH. i tell you. VERY NICE. PRO-ED PEOPLE. they played super fast can. i was super surprised. and woah! it was VERY EXCITING. especially the trumpets and ther horns. they GROWLED VERY LOUDLY! (: exciting! ((: oh then rochelle! she played bass guitar! then she screwed the last note! never watch ms chong! she played on the pause lah! but i didnt think one heard her. i think we rawked lah! it was teh love<3!>

glenn miller medley. woah. tell you arh. after this song i had alot of blisters on my index finger. then overall it was quite ok i think. except for the trumpet and drumset screw-ups. which were pretty obvious. then i got lost at O or P i cant remember and faked my way. moonlight serenade was ROMANTIC. woah. and the ending was magical. (:

after that was alumni band. they played summon the heroes, first love and i'll follow him. i think everyone loved first love and i'll follow him lah! so nice! was touched by first love, and summon the heroes for the trumpet solo. then jiaying, nutcase and i were "dancing" backstage to i'll follow him! (: haha! HORNS DANCE. (: then some people cried during this time cause of screw ups. but you know, it's ok, we enjoyed ourselves, we played our best. we did well. we were grand! (:

then interval. actually we were not allowed to go out lah but awww heck. we went out anyway. and alot of people came in. the backstage was totally flooded with people looking for people. flood arh! heeelppp meeee! immmm drrooooowwwwwnnnninnnggg. heh ok rubbish. then me and jasmine decided to stay back. and you know, rest. oh then WY QUIN! SHE VERY NICE LAH! SHE GAVE US A NICE BOUQUET EACH. the first time i 've received so many flowers! (: im so touched by her! (: oh man! thanks so much!! thanks mabel for your kisses chocolates too. (: thanks yixi for your flower! and your praises.

qoutes yixi: "jasmine and siewying look very pro! jasmine ... (cant remember)........ then siewying play play play, then will shuai3 the hair, then play play play and shaui3 again."

ERMPS. HAHA. ok...

and thanks to all the other people who gave me stuffs and came to supposrt us. sorry i cant remeber you all. =x

then interval was over. percussion went up on stage for percussion enzem. WALIAO. I THINK THEY RAWKED LIKE SIAO. THEY WERE PRO CAN. and cute! haha. especially for brazilian!

song of joy. woah. i think those playing auxillary and moving along to the music very cute can! haha! (: then me and jasmine were dancing at the steps to the stage lah! i think everybody can see our heads there bobbing up and down! (: ermps. =x

brazilian street dance. WOAH. THEY RAWKED. it was so magical! (: then the rest of the band were enjoying the music backstage. and AHH. THE MALLETS VERY PRO. AND DRUMSET TOO. and huijuan and pearlynne improved ALOT ALOT. (: oh yes. then my mum said that LIANGZHEN VERY GOOD. VERY PRECISE. haha. PRO-ED PEOPLE. remember last year we wanted to play brazilian for percussion enzem. then jasmine and i were inside lah! and it was so screwed! we couldnt even coodinate the first section properly. we could even play until half of the song. now? PERCUSSION RAWKED THE HALL DOWN. ((: LOVES LOVES. <33
for a snippet of percussion enzem, go pea's blog! (:

after percussion enzem, we went back on stage and got ready for combined band. (: got the very grand feeling seeing the whole band of 100 ++ people occupying the stage. (:

persis. VERY NICE! i was moved to tears by chiaming's solo! and the euphos! super nice! and the best thing is I DIDNT SCREW UP. (: i think it was best so far. REALLY TOUCHING. i nearly cried lah! it brought back beautiful memories of our seniors and our pracs. (: and we were loud enough! (: and the percussion solo was LOVES. very nice. hwee hwee, xiaotian, christal, ANDREA! PRO PEOPLE. ANDREA ON THE MALLETS WAS PRO PRO PRO. then i think trumpets abit brassy but very nice! then euphos and horns and saxophones also! and BASSES OF COURSE. i thought we were very loud! very very nice! and the feeling was magical. damn good. ((: LOVES LOVES LOVES. <3333

phantom. yes! magical! it was alot better than during pracs lah. WE DIDNT SCREW UP. but i screwed bowings. SO SHIT. but WE SOUNDED SO NICE AND MAGICAL! yes yes. and the solos! damn nice. especially rosalind's solo. I WANTED TO CRY LIAO LARH. so touched. and ya i enjoyed myself thoroughly! VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY NICE. (: and i cant stop thinking of it. and the best thing is, we took like less than 2 months to master this quite difficult piece lah! cause we changed scores. HOW PRO IS THAT. (: oh then MR LEE SUPER CUTE! he came out with a rose which was unexpected for us. then at the end he put on the phantom mask which we bought for him! haha! SO CUTE! (: <33

gelato. OH MAN. FUNFUNFUN. i enjoyed myself. and CHRISTAL ON THE BASS GUITAR! she damn funny lah. queeze her way through percussion stuff to bass section took her quite a long time. oops. =x but she rawked lah. if not BASSES WOULD HAVE DIED. tubas were damn tired lorh. and trumpets were damn loud for gelato. saxes and horns also. then i thought basses rawked. quite loud lorh. ((: oh yes. and the percussion solo rawked. especially hweehwee's solo on the drumset! POWER MAN. damn loud and damn nice please. then after that during the trumpet and trombone solo, the band started dancing AND JASMINE AND I WERE DOING HORN DANCE WITH OUR BASSES ON STAGE. damn retarded lah! then me and jasmine were laughing and smiling LIKE SIAO RETARDS. haha. then clarinets, flutes, saxes, horns, and euphos damn cute! haha. LOVES. <3>

encore piece: ai no corrida. LOUD. basses were like WOAH. although tubas were dying already. then percussion was LOUD LOUD LOUD. haha. and i screwed bowings! ): then abit messy. but i think trumpets very sexy and trombones very strong! ((: LOVES.

haha. then we played school song cause mr lee suggested. (: ya. it was grand playing our own school song at that grand vch. loves people! LOVES.

then we cleared off the stage. then double basses had to go down the last lah. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? jasmine and i had difficulty carrying our basses down! ): cause the steps very steep and very narrow! then jasmine was like screaming for help and she finally went down first with one of the percussion alumni's help in carrying the bottom of the bass. AND YOU KNOW WHAT.

I CARRIED EIEN DOWN ALL BY MYSELF. waliao. PLEASE SAY I RAWK LAH. IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF. ((:

IM ZAI3. (: YEAH MAN.

then we went back to our changing room to put our basses down. which was too small so jasmine decided to put her bass outside at the corridor instead. then it was back to meeting friends and getting flowers. thanks ding for the flower, thanks ruimin for the flower, thanks clara for the flower, and many many other people i cant remember who. =x. the backstage was once again flooded with playing. THEN THE HORNS, AND EUPHOS WERE BACKSTAGE PLAYING FATE. oh man. FATE! <3333.>

oh oh! then aiwen came to ask me whether i know this boy called john jan jane dunno what.

qoutes:

aiwen: "you know this guy called john or jan or not?"

me:"errrrr. no....."

aiwen: "you dunno meh! i thought they called you! they were shouting "SIEW."

me: "no.......... have you ever thought that they were shouting for LINGXIU instead? i've never been called SIEW."

aiwen:"are you sure? waliao! i tell you! that guy very noisy leh! keep critisizing band! IRRITATING...."

me: "o....kay...."

aiwen: "you sure you dunno him?"

me: "YES."

then afterwards we went back to clear up stuffs. super messy and rubbishy cause we were trying to distinguish whose flowers were whose. so next time better write your BIG NAME there so that you wont lose your flower. haha! (: then basses went to ban1 tubas down stairs le. and you know what.

jasmine and i lost our rosin.

we freaked lah. went back up onstage to find our rosin and the nice uncle found it for us while he was keeping the stands. (: THANKYOU UNCLE.

then me and jasmine packed our stuff and brought our stuff and our bass down. then the whole band helped to ban1 percussion stuff. haha. then we were talking about screw ups lah. alot of people said out concert was nice and SCREW-FREE. erms. no way is it screw-free. haha.

I LIKE PATRICIA'S BALLOON! ok random.

then we had to ban1 percussion stuff ALL THE WAY DOWN THE STAIRS AGAIN! ): so aargh! and tiring. then had to lift the percussion stuff up to neck- level on the truck again. but this time round was easier cause MS CHONG AND ALUMNI WERE THERE TO HELP. ms chong damn strong lah! she almost overturned the synthesizer. !!!! we cannot even lift it up lah! power. then we went back to school. everyone was dead tired lah on the bus. clarinets were still singing lorh! then jasmine and i were thirsty and tired. ): and jasmine's friend sent her a sms that said: "woah. your band has strong basses." we were like !!!!! BASSES IS THE WEAKEST SECTION IN OUR BAND LAH. haha. woah i think we rawked lorh! it was the best concert ever! ((:

then went back to school. I TELL YOU. the SCHOOL VERY UN-USER-FRIENDLY. close all the gates how we get into the school! then they closed the gates to the stairs leading to the bandroom lah! rawwwr. then they finally opened the gates and let us in. then helped basses and percussion to ban1 stuff up again and this time WITH THE LIFT! and i tell you! the school very freakky lah! super freaky at night! then some of us were pissed because not everyone was helping us lah. only like basses percussion and chai jiaying were moving instruments. wth. then alot of them went home alot earlier than us lah! then afterwards when we finished banning stuffs, we went down to outside audi and decided not to go to kap anymore. cause most of us going home. then we sorted out some stuff and cleared up before we left for home. then mr lim and mrs toh were very irritated with us cause we wanted to stay outside the audi to wait for our parents but they insisted that we had to wait outside the gate and they had to wait with us. so we waited outside the gate lorh. then me pearlynne and jasmine cabbed home.

reminder to self- PAY MRS TOH BACK THE 50 BUCKS LAH YOU. HAIYO. ONE WEEK LE. PEA AND JAS QUICK PAY ME!

haha yes. and that was the night. YES YES YES WE RAWKED AND YOU KNOW IT! ((:

many thanks to those who came and support us. LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS. ((:

the passion lives on... NYCB! (: i hear therefore i am. (:

2 more days to appassionata X

3 more days to school reopen.

BUCK UP WOMAN.

yesterday we were supposed to have batch lunch at kap before band.

in the end only val, yun jia, guan teng, jasmine tianhui and me turned up for batch lunch lah. 6 out of 26 people leh. so screwed. discussed concert stuffs. then hurried to school cause we thought that 12.45 must report for band.

but actually it was 1 report instead. rawwr.

then had band. jasmine very blur lah. she thought band started at 7.45 so she went to school in the morning. then she had fever so she went home instead. -.- SHE LAH. SLEPT FOR ONLY 1 HOUR THE DAY BEFORE. now got fever how to play for concert!

tidied up bolero wizard and phantom, then waited in school until 4.15 to go off for bass lessons. collected OUR 2 NEW BOWS AND 1 NEW BOW CASE FOR CONCERT. (: then WALKED IN THE RAIN with 3 BOWS AND ONE BOW CASE back home. THANKS LORH JASMINE. YOU BETTER LOVE ME.

today was tiring. morning went to school to meet up with tianhui and eva to do drama script. SO SCREWED LAH. we even forgot what scene we were doing. and we ended up calling other people to find out stuffs. then we just drew up a screwed script and WENT TO IKEA! at first only me and tianhui decided to go. but eva LOVED ikea so she went with us.

THANKED GOD SHE WENT WITH US. we were so blur can! cause i seldom go ikea and tianhui also very blur so we went there and me and tianhui were like: "huh? whats going on?"

we took 961 from school to ikea then decided to go the the ikea restaurant to lunch first before getting stuffs.

THE IKEA RESTAURANT VERY NICE! i love the food there lah! especially the POTATO SALAD! eva doesnt like spring onions. WHY!

quotes nutcase: "EAT VEGETABLES! THEY ARE GOOD FOR YOU! PREVERNTS YOU FROM CONSTIPATION! "-nods head-

me tianhui and eva shared 15 meatballs and one small box of potato salad. DELICIOUS MAN. but super ex. then eva eat ALOT. wow.

then we started shopping for concert presents! we bought stuffs lah. then at 1.30 we decided to go get hotdog buns and then go home.

reached home i almost fell asleep lah. SO TIRED. tianhui said she felt sick when she was at ikea. DONT FALL SICK OKAY. DRINK LOTS OF WATER. YOU MUST PLAY FOR CONCERT.

but you can fall sick after concert FOR ALL I CARE. cause CONCERT OVER LE. yesh. (:





breaking free-disney's high school musical

Troy:
We're soarin', flyin'
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach

Gabriella:
If we're trying
So we're breaking free

Troy:
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are

Gabriella:
Creating space between us
'Til we're separate hearts

Both:
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

Chorus #1

Troy:
We're breakin' free

Gabriella:
We're soarin'

Troy:
Flyin’

Both:
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach

Troy:
If we're trying

Both:
Yeah, we're breaking free

Troy:
Oh, we're breakin' free

Gabriella:
Ohhhh

Troy:
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can't control

Gabriella:
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls

Both: Rising 'til it lifts us up
So every one can see

Chorus #2

Troy:
We're breakin' free

Gabriella:
We're soarin'

Troy:
Flyin'

Both:
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach

Troy:
If we're trying
Yeah we're breaking free

Gabriella:
Ohhhh runnin'

Troy:
Climbin'
To get to that place

Both:
To be all that we can be

Troy:
Now's the time

Both:
So we're breaking free

Troy:
Were breaking free

Gabriella:
Ohhh , yeah

Troy:
More than hope
More than faith

Gabriella:
This is true
This is fate
And together

Both:
We see it comin’

Troy:
More than you
More than me

Gabriella:
Not a want, but a need

Both:
Both of us breakin’ free

Chorus #3

Gabriella:
Soarin’

Troy:
Flyin’

Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying

Troy:
Yeah we’re breaking free

Gabriella:
Breaking free
Were runnin’

Troy:
Ohhhh, climbin’

Both:
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time

Troy:
Now’s the time

Gabriella:
So we’re breaking free

Troy:
Ohhh, we’re breaking free

Gabriella:
Ohhhh

Both:
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are


hoho. i just feel quite emotional now. after reading sylvia's last bit of her recent post.

quotes sylvia: "sigh. im not feeling really nervous or what but. dont want it to be over! all the hard work these months. the preps. the talks. the scoldings. the crying. lots of crying! finally all coming to an end. i used to cant wait to pass down. but all these emptiness is coming up now. wonder how life one month later would be like without band. haha i guess i really really love band! :D

I LOVE NYCB xD"

im feeling nervous. i cant wait for appassionata X to come. BUT I DONT WANT IT TO GO EITHER. ): yes. LOTS OF CRYING. all the preparation. almost SIX MONTHS OF PREPARATION, is now going to be over in just one lovely night.

dont we all love nycb? (:

LIM SIEW YING! no wait stop! i mean. BLANK SIEW YING! you are supposed to complete ws 9.1 & 9.2 and art and CONCERT PRESENTS and 3 chapters of maths BY TONIGHT. i dont care.

OH NO. wait! and the sec 1s concert stuff too. FOUR MORE. oh man. ):

TIANHUI AND JASMINE AND ALL THE OTHER BANDEES.

JIAYOU FOR CONCERT. make it our best, make it last in all of our memories forever. (:


JASMINE TAN! OUR MOVEMENTS FOR GELATO HOW ARH! pfffffttt.

tata! (:

Scar-by Missy Higgins

He left a card, a bar of soap and a scrubbing brush next to a note
That said "use these down to your bones"
And before I knew I had shiny skin and it felt easy being clean like him
I thought "this one knows better than I do"

A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle
He tried to cut me so I'd fit

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could've gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

So the next one came with a bag of treats, she smelled like sugar and spoke like the sea
And she told me don't trust them, trust me
Then she pulled at my stitches one by one, looked at my insides clicking her tongue and said
"This will all have to come undone"

A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle
She tried to blunt me so I'd fit

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

I think I realized just in time, although my old self was hard to find
You bathe me in your finest wine but I'll never give you mine
'Cos I'm a little bit tired of fearing that I'll be the bad fruit nobody buys
Tell me, did you think we'd all dream the same?

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

Could you leave me with a scar?


behind these hazel eyes-by kelley clarkson

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside

'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

i must be mad.

how can i hate and love you all at once?

i hate you for making me cry and feel emotional, for making me feel sentimental and reminisce the past, for making me dream and pour over the lovely memories.

but i love you, for cheering me up, for making me hyper and proud for being passionate about you, for making me feel me once again, for helping me to relax and regain my calmness.

im thankful, for you to torture me with painful memories, for you to let me reminisce the past, for you to let me dream, for painting pictures for me.

im grateful, for being ever so passionate about you.

you= music.


isnt music just wonderful?

isnt it nice to hear all the different parts come together and play in harmony? isnt it amazing how much a sound wave can do to you?

3 days away to appassionata X.
go nycb! (:

haha i think i very loser.

im feeling very guilty right now

and SUPER HUNGRY. RAWRRR. cause i got no dinner today.

no wait. i had just cup noodles. ok. what crap.

ANYWAY

IM FEELING SUPER GUILTY CAUSE OF BAND PRAC JUST NOW. i dunno why. JASMINE AND I KEPT LAUGHING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE BAND PRAC. ms chong took phantom persis then gelato. then when she took persis the whole band was like "YEAH PERSIS!" and me and jasmine laughed. then for persis I PLAYED A NOTE ONE BAR EARLY but it was kinda of obvious. then I QUICKLY LOOK AT JASMINE. then ms chong thought the note is jasmine play de. HAHA. then the looks on our faces DAMN CLASSIC. oh man. me and jasmine laughed until like shit during the whole piece lah! and then MS CHONG STARTED LAUGHING TOO. then sabrina turned around to look at us. oh man!

then gelato! we were supposed to create movements lah! THEN JASMINE GOT ALOT OF STUPID IDEAS CAN. so now for concert, me and jasmine are the only ones that are going to do stupid movemetns lah! see lah! STUPID JASMINE TAN! WHY YOU SO CREATIVE FOR WHAT! then we kept laughing like nobody's business during gelato haha!

then we ended early! then IT WAS SUPER DARK OUTSIDE when me and jasmine opened the bandroom door. then both of us so dumb STAND AT THE DOOR AND SCREAMED LAH. haha. then germaine was behind us and she was like : "aiyo arh! why ya'll like that!" haha! then me jasmine cynthia and sylvia walked out of school together! then i reallised that ben called me so i called him back. then I SO STUPID talk to him until I WALKED ONTO THE GRASS AND ALMOST FELL. then jasmine they all behind me laughing like mad! then i started laughing over the phone also. think benjamin super pissed with me cause i kept laughing like shit lah! i couldnt stop laughing lorh. i even had to ask him to wait, take the phone away from me, stand there and laugh until im "calm" and continue talking to him. BUT I CONTINUED LAUGHING INSTEAD. so stupid! then cynthia behind me asked jasmine: "why siewying so retarded arh!" haha! I DUNNO WHY TOO. i was walking like a drunkard down the road. sorry! dont mind me.

then me jasmine and sylvia crossed the bridge. AND I TELL YOU. DONT EVER CROSS THE BRIDGE AT NIGHT IF YOU DONT HAVE TO. cause there were alot of lizards and jasmine and i freaked out and we started screaming and running across the bridge. SUPER CLASSIC. (: and small sylvia ran after us. oh man! SO SORRY SYLVIA! MADE YOU UN AFTER US FOR NOTHING. ): then we took bus home together. THEN JASMINE AND I WERE ACTING LES ON THE BUS. eeeeeeeeeeyur. dont ever les with jasmine! it's not nice! haha!

ticket updates:

-wayne: 1 (collected. paid. rmb to pay sok back thanks.)
-ding: 1 (collected. paid.)
-jason: 2 (collected. paid.)
-my family: 4 (collected. paid.)
-ky: 1 (leaving your ticket at the ticket booth. not paid.)
-eening: 1 (collected. paid)
-ben OH: 2 (collected. not paid)
-han sheng: 1 (collected. paid.)
-joel: 1 (HOW YOU WANT TO COLLECT ARH! )
-wingyau: 1 (collected. paid.)
-ren syn: 1 (collected. paid.)
-clara: 1 (leaving your ticket at the ticket booth. not paid.)
-some unknown person: 1 (YINGCI! WHO IS THIS ARH! HOW I PASS THE TICKET!)

hmm yes. im probably going to LEAVE ALL THE LEFTOVER TICKETS AT THE BOOTH. MUAHA. cause i really dont have anymore free time to meet up. sorry!

4 more days to appassionata X

yes! we're gonna rock the whole house down!

today had band prac. WOKE UP SUPER EARLY CAN. and in the end still late. cause of traffic jam. -.-

i feel very weird today. haha cause of random stuff happening.

1. HEE AI KEEP HARRASSING ME.

she keep touching my stomach and asking WHY I GOT A FLAT STOMACH. i super amused can! haha! cause i didnt know that people didnt have flat stomachs. BUT STILL. YOU STOMACH CAN NEVER BE ALL FLAT WHAT. -.-

and haha! she super jealous of me and MY FLAT STOMACH and MY MUSCLE-FULL ARMS. lalalalala. (:


2. HEEAI VERY PRO IN MATHS.

NEXT TIME DUNNO MATHS GO ASK HEE AI. she will teach you. yes. (:

3. I FEEL SUPER GUILTY CAUSE I KILLED ALOT OF SNAILS. ):

i decided to go into the small spice garden in the school and look around. and then. i walk in.

"crunch."

thinks -eh. what's that.- looks around. -nothing leh.-

continues walking.

"crunch crunch crunch."

and i look down.

I SQUASHED 3 SNAILS. ALREADY.

i freaked lah. the garden floor ALOT OF SNAILS CAN. like you cannot step anyway or you'll step on snails.

and i struggled to get out of there. in the end i killed at least 5 snails can. and the snails are not the big on you see on the 1sr floor at the quadrangle.

it's the small tiny ones that some people in other parts of the world eat.

EEEEEEYUR EEEEWWW YUCKS. PIU!

4. jasmine very funny!

haha i dunno why also. jasmine me and tianhui went cosy corner to eat after band and ME AND TIANHUI KENA CONNED BY THAT AUNTIE THERE. pffffft. then jasmine and i walked from coro back to school to study together. haha! then we wented to pia homework together but in the end never. haiz so shi1 bai4.

5. NEVER SIT NEXT TO A GUY ON THE BUS WHEN YOU WANT TO SLEEP.

this morning i super freaked out can. cause when i got on the 67 bus, it was already full and the only seat was next to this cute tall guy. -.- and i sat there, cause i wanted to sleep.

and in the end i fell asleep.







on his shoulder.

i didnt know can! UNTIL HE WENT TO PAT MY HEAD. and i got super freaked out and woke up.

and that's when i decided not to sleep anymore

and NEVER SIT NEXT TO A GUY ON THE BUS WHEN YOU WANT TO SLEEP.










oh great i've finally broke down. and i cant stop.
i cant believe im actually getting nervous for this concert.


im nervous. i really am! but oh no. we aint gonna screw this concert up, right sabrina and nutcase?

to all those bandees out there, jiayou for appassionata X.

the passion lives on...... NYCB! (:

4 more days to appassionata X

music baby: bad day-daniel powter.

i really feel like crying my guts out and this song makes it worse.


im calm. IM CALM.
what rubbish.


im so lost. i dunno what to do anymore. hurhur. is this what they call freaking out?

there's audi prac tmr. and im going to be late. doubleyoooteeeefffffff.


where is the passion we needed the most?
you kick up the leaves and the magic is lost.

im so screwed lah please.

holiday homework

-geog test
-maths workbook 1 qns
-maths workbook 2 qns
-statistics, 91 ,92
-ws 62
-read r n j
-sci ws (the sposed to be quiz)
-geog sia
-hist ws
-art
-chinese portfolio
-zi4 wo3 jie1 shao4

SCREWED MAN, SCREWED.

not to mention still got jason's stack of tuition homework.

plus I HAVE NO MORE FREE FULL DAYS. i hardly have time to breathe.

i really felt like breaking down on the bus on the way home from band today lah. like the whole of next week is full of band pracs. there no more time left.

WHY CANT MR MATTHEW LIM HELP US ASK FOR EXTENDSIONS TO OUR HOMEWORK. wth! last time when mrs wong was our teacher in charge she helped us ask for extendsions lah. and now?

quotes jasmine: "that incompetent stupid man!"

now i really feel like ponning the first day of school lah. sabrina is confirmed ponning the first day of school. aaargh freakk. jasmine liang zhen and pearlynne are going to ask gregory goh for extendsions themselves lah. pearlynne volunteered to help me type a letter too cause i guess i really looked like im going to break down on the bus. but i dunno if it's the right choice. cause im sure jasmine and tianhui will be able to finish their homework. i dunno why.

URGH I FEEL LIKE THROWING AWAY ALL OF JASON'S HOMEWORK. without his homework i can cope le lah! pffffffft.

I REALLY FEEL LIKE PONNING THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! im so not ready for zi4 wo3 jie1 shao4. i scared i screw the whole thing up and li2 lao3 shi1 come and scold me again.

im so sorry but im really not looking forward to school. when school starts then you get more of your class and less band. and im so sorry im more bonded with band then 207. seriously. the type of bonds in band made 207 look like nothing.

im quite jealous of how much the sec 3s help each other alot. DUNNO WHY THE SEC 2s COHORT SO DAMN SELFISH LAH. ok fine maybe not the whole sec 2s cohort. but some sec 2s super selfish lah. and worse still, attitude problem. what's their problem.

and IM SO PISSED OFF BY SOME PEOPLE. the whole holiday they can even go and watch XMEN 3 and then afterwards go and say what "gaah im going to blow soon." and sound as if you're so depressed and that you're life sucks like shit. waliao. then wo3 bu2 shi4 si3 le lorh. freak.

i finally found out why i seldom speak of my troubles. it's precisely because of what pearlynne said on the bus lah. when people speak of their troubles, they would normally want you to make a decision for them. the worse thing to do is to leave them hanging for no answer. and the thing is when WE speak of our troubles, no one would really understand what it feels like until the same person goes through it. so the only people whom we can talk to is our own band people lah. cause when we talk to our normal school day friends who are in different ccas, they would never understand how much we suffer and go through in band and all the screwing up of time management and screwing up during practices. they would never understand how much it hurts when we break down not because for us but for some a common goal we work towards. and when we talk to others and discuss about our troubles, the other party will be sure to compare their troubles with us saying: "I SUFFER MORE THEN YOU" that type of stupid thing.

i got super pissed with some cca of our school normally they also bully guzheng then now they come after us. wth. and it's not like they need to carry stuff to go outside to prac lah. they need instruments meh. everytime make guzheng carry their heavy stuff outside bandroom to prac. then they use the room. so what if you have 100 over people in your cca. so great meh.

dont understand why that cca people so snobbish and stuckup lah. aargh freak. and during band camp we saw them got scolded and nutcase was like: "woah. so fierce!"

jasmine and i: "no lorh. i think they not disciplined enough."

busy weekend.

friday

went to gary gor gor's house in the afternoon. marcus had ST JOHN'S camp in school and was coming back today. then went there, see gary surf sites and youtube. then he showed us a couple for japanese comedys. haha!

(for you information, gary and marcus are my cousins. gary is jc year 2 in hcjc and marcus is sec 4 in sji. (: )

hmm yes. you know what?

i shall tell you what.

go youtube, type "japanese comedys" or "japanese funny advertisements/sub" in the search toolbar and see what you get. haha! and we watched the top 20 funniest japanese advertisements. SUPER FUNNY. i like the green tea leaves with caterpilla one. SOO CUTE! and the "dont laugh in school in japan." one is good too. SUPER FUNNY! and HA! THAT PRO PRO JAPANESE MAGICIAN! woah. HE PRO MAN. and of course you have razor ramon.

I DIDNT KNOW RAZOR RAMON IS FAMOUS IN SINGAPORE AND US AND JAPAN. (actually he's not lorh. GARY ANYHOW SAY. so far i only know NIGEL TEO knows who razor ramon is.) and OH MY GOD HE'S SO SO SO SO SO SO GAY.

yuck! eeewww! eeeeyur! piu piu piu! -pukes-

er ya. then gary downloaded street fighter 2 for my sisters to play. sigh. then i felt hungry so gary brought me down to the econ minimart. and on our way down guess who we met.

marcus.

he looked super scary! with all the bags and him sweating and HE LOOKED SUPER DEAD. i was kinda freaked out by him before realising who he was. then gary and i got ICE CREAM from econ minimart.

GARY YI4 ZHI2 SUAN WO3. ): pfffffft.

then when we went back up MARCUS WAS AT THE COMPUTER PLAYING STREET FIGHTER. it was kinda funny seeing him all like a little boy again. haha.

then we did alot of stuff i cant remember. hmm. GARY SAYS DOOM 3 THE MOVIE SUCKS. i didnt watch it. IT'S NC16 ): he says the storyline is different from the actuall agme lah. BUT THE GAME IS SO NICE! and horrifying. but still NICE. (: he says silent hill is good. BUT I STILL CANT WATCH IT CAUSE IT'S NC16. ): he says the storyline is the same as the actual game and the graphics and monsters are more horrfying. BUT HAIYA! I NEVER PLAY THE GAME BEFORE HOW I KNOW!

but i still think DOOM3 IS NICE. CAUSE I LIKE THE GAME STORYLINE. AND HAHA THE GADGETS ARE COOL. THE MONSTER GRAPHICS ARE NICE TOO but the people look very fake BUT WHO CARES. IT'S NICE. (: and horrifying.

then afterwards we went SWIMMING (: yeah man. so long never swim le! gary went with us too cause his mum says his fat and needs to train more to build muscles. WHILE SOME OTHER PEOPLE BY THE NAME OF EUGENE CHU WANTS TO BE FAT. tsk man. it's so well known now. so we walked to CCK swimming complex from his house. (: and my BLOODY SLIPPER TORTURED MY BIG TOE. NOW MY SKIN THERE IS RAW. ):

then went to CCK complex, my sisters had their lessons. then me and gary swam laps. GARY IS FAST. o.O i swam about 20-25 laps i cant remember, then gary swam abit more and we went to the slide to play! haha.haha. erms. (: sigh. i need to trian more. pfffft.

and when i went back i saw him again. i have nothing to say no more.

Saturday

went for band. aye. ms chong took us in the morning. haha. wizard of oz was funny. the beginning we had to cheer or something. and then we couldnt do it. dunno why.

ms chong: "this is part of the song. ya'll must practice you know!"

us: "?!?!"

ms chong: "YA. IT'S PART OF THE SONG WHAT RIGHT! so lets practice cheering now."

errr.

then after wizard she gave us an early lunch. WE WERE ALL SHOCKED LAH. HRMS. i followed clarinets to coro to eat. and SABRINA WAS BORED. cause NO VERA. and she claims that i stole tianhui from her. ERMS. then we crapped abit more at coro and went back.

at 1 YINGCI CAME. BUT I COULDNT GO OUT TO MEET HER. cause MS CHONG WAS TAKING. pfffft. im so sorry yingci. make you go all the way to school for NOTHING. sorry! =x

i tell you OUR ALUMNI ROCKS MAN. especially PERCUSSION ALUMNI. they are so so so cool. yes. PERSIS AND GELATO ROCKED. and PHANTOM! ok not at the pro pro stage yet but ya. QUITE OK. we need more practice.

12 more days to appassionata X oh man.

and HAIYA. IM SO PISSED. mr lim is in HONG KONG NOW. and my bass teacher is going off on tuesday. HOWHOWHOW. im never going to get my bows lah! pffffft JASMINE IS GOING TO KILL ME IM SURE.

and YES.

MY DOUBLE BASS IS OFFICIALLY NAMED EIEN. by JOELLE LEE LIUYI.

yes yes. nice eien. (: (say E-N or IAN. )

hrms. and i slacked alot today. IM PLANNING TO FINISH MY 228 QUESTIONS TODAY. but haiya cannot make it. PFFFT.

ho im going off now. byeee.

UPDATE:

ticket orders from me:

-wayne: 1 (collected. please rmb to pay me back. (: thankyou.)
-ding: 1 (collected. paid.)
-jason: 2 (collected. paid.)
-my family: 4 (not collected. paid.)
-ky: 1 (not collected.)
-eening: 1 (collected. please rmb to pay me back. (: thankyou.)
-ben OH: 2 (not collected.)
-han sheng: 1 (not collected.)
-joel: 1 (not collected.)
-wingyau: 1 (collected. paid.)
-ren syn: 1 (collected. paid.)
-yingci: 2 (not collected.)

total number of tickets on hand: 1
total number of tickets i must get: 10

tickets can be left at the counter outside the concert hall for you guys to collect if you think im scary and you dont want to collect from me. tickets can also be bought from the counter outside the concert hall on the concert day itself. (: shall advertise again:

Nanyang Concert Band proudly presents:

Appassionata X
the passion lives on....

25th June
Victoria Concert Hall
7.30 p.m.
10 bucks

be there!

anymore ticket orders that i didnt take down? please tell me asap or tag at my board thankyou.



HAHAHAHAHAHA.

CLARA LU ARH.

tsk man, TSK.



was late for no reason today. RAINING MAH. rush all the way up still late. sigh.

sylvia nvr come, then it was raining, so NO BOLERO PRAC. at least no CLIMBING DOWN THE 3 STOREYS WITH 12000 BUCKS LAGGING BEHIND YOU AND THREATENING TO FALL OVER. and NO STANDING IN THE QUADRAGLE UNDER THE HOT SUN. phew.

so we went off for sectionals. i think eugenia is pissed with me CAUSE I CANT PLUCK PROPERLY. cause my fingers hurt. then my bow so lousy. damn bloody soft cannot hear at all. pfffft.

then eugenia was like: "jacey can be a stand up sit down er lie down comedian lah." cause whatever she say eugenia will laugh laugh laugh. not funny also laugh laugh. EUGENIA IS THE ONE THAT SHOULD BE A STAND UP SIT DOWN LIE DOWN COMEDIAN LAH! -.-

then towards the end of sectionals the saxes suddenly come out and look for horns. then CLARA LU down there dancing as she walk into the toilet.

-.-

then got lunch. KEXIN DATED ME. OH MAN. -blushes- we went to poolside cafe at hci and met saxes there. then share table with saxes. me and kexin shared one plate of BLACK PEPPER BEEF WITH RICE. HRMS. and i was still hungry after that. KEXIN EAT SO LITTLE! TSK. then clara lu very explosive. TSK. sit anywhere near her arh, BEWARE OF HER EXPLOSIVE LAUGHTER!!! (:

then after lunch went back for band. mr lee took phantom, a little of bolero and wizard. AND HE ENDED AT 3 CAN. WHICH WAS LIKE ONE HOUR BEFORE THE SCHEDULED TIME. OMG. SO KIND!

but it was no use for me cause I HAD TO STAY UNTIL 6.

so i stayed in the band room and prac basics for bass lessons. then clara and yunxin were talking in the saxes cupboard. as in a WALK IN CUPBOARD. ahh.

then i dunno what happened, sabrina started taking photos and cynthia, judy and sabrina were trying to force clara and yunxin inside the cupboard. then clara very strong arh! sabrina judy and cynthia cannot even keep her inside the cupboard for long. then me and kexin were closing the other cupboard door. SUPER FUNNY LAH! you hear our INCOHERENT LAUGHTER and their HYSTERICAL SCREAMS AND CRIES. hahahaha! everytime clara tries to come out, sabrina would snap a picture of her with cynthia's camera. then the first time after like 20 mins of struggle, they finally managed to come out and they slammed the door behind them.

the door was locked? they still havent keep the instruments?

judy: "OH NO!"

clara: "OH NO! OH NO! DONT PANIC! DONT PANIC! -breathe in breath out- DONT! PANIC!"

cynthia: "go find christal! she has the keys."

-the trio rushes out of the bandroom-

sabrina: -shakes head sadly- i didnt do anything! im only the camera man. "

then the three of them came back enthusiastically with clara shaking the keys in her hands. hrm ya. then i dunno what happened and they started erm forcing clara into the cupboard again. haha! then me and kexin were there in closing the tuba cupboard doors so that she wouldnt come out. HAHA. then kexin was like: "im not doing anything! im just LEANING AGAINST THE DOOR and cleaning my eupho you know. HURHURHUR."

erm ya. HURHUR.

CLARA HEN3 DUO1 LI4 CAN! me and kexin cannot even force her back into the cupboard.

quotes clara: "CYNTHIA! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! YOU BETTER LET ME OUT NOW IF NOT NEXT WEEK'S SECTIONALS I SHALL MAKE YOU PLAY ALOT OF NOTES UNTIL YOUR FINGERS DIE (or something like that.) CHUNGYAN! EUGENIA! NI3 MEN2 BU4 KE3 YI3 JIAN4 SI3 BU2 JIU4 !"

oh by the way, chungyan, eugenia, xiao jac and germaine were like at the other end of the bandroom practising? chungyan, eugenia and big cheryl's laughter are contagious. SUPER FUNNY CAN THEIR LAUGHTER. tsk.

erm then more struggles with the cupboards and clara finally got out and then they started sitting down and erm talk. then when they wanted to go home, then sabrina, cynthia and judy were like closing the bandroom door on her so that she couldnt go out and me and kexin were closing the second door so that she couldnt come in. so she was sort of stuck in the sound-proof partition. HAHA! SUPER FUNNY!

CLARA ARH! WHAT YOU EAT TO MAKE YOU SO STRONG ARH. I WANT YOUR STRENGTH!

erm then they went home! hehheh. i stayed in school till 5.40 to go to watten drive for bass lessons.

WALKED IN THE RAIN AGAIN. rawrrrr. bass lesson was nothing interesting. yadeeda.

qoutes cynthia from her blog: "once upon a time.. CKLEERA LOO is out to do her scandalous acts again =).. hoho.. this time the young and innocent yunxin was her target =/.. they started ahem.. scandalousing around in the cupboards =/.. and im not sure who =).. i think it was judy.. decided to let them hav a nice and secretive time together.. that was the start of the war =).. hehe.. ya.. then basically it was closing and more closing of the cupboard door.. hoping to get them locked.. more screaming and pushing... and slamming of the door.. haha..basically we were retarded la!.. but the point is.. when they managed to get out somehow.. judee zhang who was busy trying to lock them in.. closed the door when they got out!!!.. TADA!! =).. post-war of screaming and panicing.. cause our instruments were still outside.. HAHA.. more retardedness.. lucky the key was still there =).. (realised i say like that not nice... but you get my point =)).. "

http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/230/600/1600/band%20prac..%20019.jpg

above is the link to the saxes section photo. starring judy, clara lu, cynthia, clara loh, stephanie and jasmine! and the over- enthu person behind with the bunny fingers is un-doubtly NUTCASE. HAHA.

For more crazy photos, go to cynthia’s blog. (:

ok. END OF CRAZY DAY. I SHALL END MY CRAZINESS HERE.




im so disappointed with you. i trusted you so much and yet this is what i get. i dont know whether to laugh or cry anymore. but there are no more tears left. no more. i've spent so many nights crying myself to sleep because of this. and it's NOT WORTH IT.

OK im off to bed. goodnight.

And I cant believe im still not ok.

qoutes jasmine tan:

It is something called losing faith. It is something called unsure. It is something called confidence no more. It is something called failure. It is something called you lost. It is something called losing yourself. It is something called goal-less.

Quotes PEA: It is something called incompetence.


i dunno what im feeling now.

cause i feel angsty, worried, VERY VERY SAD, tearful, and crazy at the same time.

oh no no no. it's not mood swings.

it's called A MIXTURE OF FEELINGS.

woah cheem. (:

im feeling crazy cause IM TRYING TO ACT CRAZY TO CHEER MYSELF UP.

like HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

and it's not working. hurhur. pfffffft.


today's band was sucky. alot of people didnt turn up cause of the PEOPLE IN KRABI and the PEOPLE IN BSP CAMP. still got the HMP CAMP and AEP CAMP.

poof! more than half of our band was gone.

took persis, glenn miller, wizard, ai no corrida, gelato, phantom. persis sucked lah. no power. not loud enough. and glenn miller is finger killer. the WHOLE PIECE PLUCK ALL THE WAY. and i have new blisters on old blisters on my finger. HOW NICE.

super tiring. and i had backache. WORSE STILL, BASSES ONLY HAD ME CHERLY AND SHENYI. and you know shenyi CANT PLAY A SINGLE NOTE. so only ME AND CHERYL. HOW NICE.

and KLEEERA LOOOO was crazy. in the morning after marching she was like: "let's go to the field for sectionals!!!"

everyone stared at her.

me: "jacey! where are we going for sectionals?"

clara: "the field!!"

jacey: "the same place lorh."

clara: "EEYUR! why always the same place! go to the field lah! look at the fine weather outside! -rushes over to window and draws up the curtain.- tata! see so nice and cooling!"

erms.

and the saxes went to the field.

AND IT RAINED.

some fine weather huh.



it was pouring like mad when we went KAP for lunch. I WALKED IN THE RAIN CAN. cause SOMEBODY BY THE NAME OF MELISSA YEO went to STEAL MY NICE NICE UMBRELLA AND SHELTER HERSELF. hmph! and IM SO WEI3 DA4. WALKED IN THE RAIN FROM SCHOOL TO KAP AND BACK TO SCHOOL.

see im SO NICE. (:

morning had marching.

and seriously! it's my 2nd marching session can. the first session NOT EVEN A SESSION. i just followed whatever the rest did blindly. cause everytime the band had marching IM OUTSIDE SCHOOL HAVING BASS LESSONS.

so today i sucked like dunno what. only knew the commans to turn left, turn right, turn 180 degrees. and couldnt differentiate the differences between the command to march on the spot and REALLY MARCH LAH. omg. so loser can.

and i think i looked super dumb. yanting took trombones, euphos, basses and horns for section marching. melissa and nutcase kept laughing! then sam and shi min super scary can! they look super fierce! then yanting very nice. cause i kept horse-kicking and she was like: "siewying arh! dont horse kick." and i wa like : "ok" and she didnt say anything else.

clara lu very scary! clara lu and sylvia! they took trumpets and saxes for section marching and they shout super loud lah! first time i hear clara shout so loud can! and i was super scared. CLARA IS SO SCARY. :/


but haha! clara's laughter is CONTAGIOUS.

nutcase's FLASHING SMILE also. haha!


haiya. so shit. thurs got band and it ends at 4. then have to stay in school until 6 to go for bass lessons. bloody hell. freak man. waste my time.

and i think sylvia damn pissed with the band. we still sound like shit.

and im such a loser! JASON'S HOMEWORK IS STILL LIKE THERE TOWERING OVER ME. rawrr. i wanna throw away all his homework!

CHUA HUIYING FINISHED WORKBOOK 1 AND I HAVENT TOUCHED A SINGLE SCHOOL HOMEWORK!

im such a loser man.

howhowhow. ):

im so so so so so so dead.

im so sorry i had to trouble you with all my troubles.

im so sorry i bothered you.




i have difficulty voicing out my troubles,




and i have lost hope.




sorry for taking up your time.

im so lost.

i dont know who i am anymore.

and sometimes i'm so depressed i dont know whether to laugh or cry.

i must be crazy.




19 more days to appassionata X.

and that's like less than 3 weeks. OH SHEESH.

im so lost.

i dont know who i am anymore.

and sometimes i'm so depressed i dont know whether to laugh or cry.

i must be crazy.




19 more days to appassionata X.

and that's like less than 3 weeks. OH SHEESH.

hello people. i think im sick.

today was rubbish. totally rubbish.

i woke up at 12, then ate lunch and afterthat realised that eugene had something on and hence could not go study with me. he smsed me around 11.30

i read that sms around 1.30.

-.-

then after lunch went to practice piano.

ok not practice. RUN THROUGH.

super sianified lah. and my headache got worse from last night. so after that i attempted doing jason's homework and FAILED.

i fell asleep. rawwrrrr. slept from 4-7. woke up to have dinner.

WHAT PIG.

and then I FINISHED JASON'S ONE SMALL STACK OF CHEM! AND THAT ONLY!

I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED! (what rubbish.)

waliao i suck lah. so shit.



PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN IS NICE!

the THEMESONG i mean.

I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT.

omg super super nice can!

i realised that diney channel keeps showing pirates of the carribean: the curse of the black pearl OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. and everytime i'll wait for the credits to run and listen to the themesongs.

oh my sheesh the themesongs just soothe my soul lah.

after this HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE DAY.

I LOVE THE THEMESONG!

and i wanna watch pirates of the carribean: the dead man's chest! it's coming out soon. LALALALALA.

band should play pirates of the carribean themesong AGAIN since they played it for appassionata VIII.

it's SO SO SO SO SO SO NICE!!!!

ok IM MAD.

LALALALALA.

ok back to the real world.

pfffffffft im so dead.

sucky day. ): i still feel sick!

by the way, did i mention that seeing david homeworking is SO SO INSPIRATIONAL?

-blinks-

cause ha! i think he's the only one who really bothers to complete all of jason's homework lah! even benjamin doesnt care.

I SHALL BE INSPIRED BY DAVID TO WORK HARDER.

and eugene should start doing jason's homework or he can go and shoot himself under that coconut tree.

ticket orders from me:

-wayne: 1 (collected. please rmb to pay me back. (: thankyou.)
-ding: 1 (collected. paid.)
-jason: 2 (collected. paid.)
-my family: 4 (collected. paid.)
-ky: 1 (not collected.)
-eening: 1 (not collected.)
-ben OH: 2 (not collected.)
-han sheng: 1 (not collected.)
-joel: 1 (not collected.)
-wingyau: 1 (not collected.)
-ren syn: 1 (not collected.)

total number of tickets i must get: 8.

anymore ticket orders that i didnt take down?


pass few days had been very very funny.

thurs: band prac

me, melissa, vera, sabrina, chinying, amanda, tianhui, and the bass clarinetist sec 1 I CANT REMEMBER YOU NAME! IM SO SORRY. went to poolside cafe at hci for lunch.

we went in, sat down and waited to be served.

vera picks up the knife and smiles at her reflection

"look! who is that chiobu looking a me! -sighs-"

sabrina: "the KNIFE."

-.-

vera sat in between 2 empty seats.

melissa: "see! nobody wants to sit with you!"

vera: -sniff- "im sad!"

sabrina: "vera shaw. Sad Shaw. hey. alliteration leh."

-.-

and lots of other lame stuff. vera shaw very horny can!

friday went to woodlands library to study and finish jason's homework with eugene.

i did his science finish. eugene finished one SMALL STACK OF MATHS. i attempted my one BIG STACK of MATHS. and i failed. STONED THERE FROM 3-6.

rawrrr.

today: jason's tuition.

you know what? i shall tell you what. jason gave me a stack of 105 questions on SEC 4 ADDITIONAL MATHS. wth. benjamin and isabelle got the same stack lah! and isabelle is a JC STUDENT. benjamin is a SEC 3 MATHS PRO-ER WHO TOPED HIS SCHOOL FOR MATHS.

what am i? a SEC 2 MATHS IDIOT.

and im doing SEC 4 ADDITIONAL MATHS?!?

jason: "NANYANG GIRL MAH. must DO MORE you know."

I AM SO SO SO DEAD.

isabelle managed to finish until 70. benjamin around 67.

me?

me: "errr. i finished like 8 questions CORRECTLY but i skipped alot of questions so i dunno."

8 QUESTIONS IN LIKE 4 HOURS. erms. so dead lah.



HUI JUAN JASMINE AND JIAYING! PLEASE COME BACK FROM KRABI SOON! I MISS YOU GUYS DURING BAND. ):

im going to practice hard for bass basics and THE INCREDIBLES. rawrr. and GLENN MILLER too.



going to jurong library with eugene tmr. to DO JASON'S 105 questions of SEC 4 ADDITIONAL MATHS, one small stack of chem and ONE SEC 4 BOOK OF PHYSICS. which his gf took HALF AN HOUR TO PHOTOCOPY. liuyi's not coming! ):

oh ya. i attempted jason's 90 pages of maths with dunno how many questions on one page yesterday. did until 4 am last night and woke up at 9 this morning to continue doing.

AND I MANAGED TO FINISH ABOUT HALF OF IT.

comeon. PLEASE SAY I RAWK LAH. but i was damn freaking tired today at tuition. got a little irritating with jason's mental sickness. rawwrrr.

im going to finish my one small stack of chem, the set of physics leftover notes, and 3 exercises of the new stack of physics.

oh please jason, dont ruin my love for science. im getting sick at it. and oh pea. PHYSICS SUCK. ):

im going to science centre on friday! lalala. and wed morning im going swimming! i better swim at least 20 laps. best is 50 laps. IM LOSING MY STAMINA. ):

ok im off to sleep!

oh no no! im off to finish my one small stack of chem, the set of physics leftover notes, and 3 exercises of the new stack of physics by 3 tonight. (:

let me hear you say i rawk. (:

i really shouldnt be blogging now. BUT I FEEL LIKE LEH.

ok people!

come drop by VCH on the 25th of june at 7.30 to eat ice cream and drink coffee from a little brown jug, here stories of persis and fate of gods, take a ride on the broomstick with the wizard and phantom and summon the hero in you to race the incredibles, dress up in a bolero and dance to ai no corrida. (:

so that's the repertoire.

didnt catch that?

come drop by VCH on the 25th of june at 7.30 to eat ice cream and drink coffee (GELATO CON CAFFE) from a little brown jug (GLENN MILLER MEDLEY), here stories of persis and fate of gods, take a ride on the broomstick with the wizard(WIZARD OF OZ) and phantom (PHANTOM OF THE OPERA) and summon the hero in you to race the incredibles, dress up in a bolero and dance to ai no corrida. (:

SO er HAHA! that's it.

notice there's no 7th night? why?

cause we bet people out there are sick of 7th night. played 7th night for SYF, FOA'05, band exchange '05 then play for appassionata x, not sian arh.

who is sick of 7th night out there?

is that a yes i hear?

erm ya so NO 7TH NIGHT.

erm ya you can start crying or something. -starts tearing-

HOW. I STILL WANT 7TH NIGHT. it's so so so so NICE and TOUCHING.

with 7th night our concert would be so -sniff- complete.

i would be so -sniff- happy.

BUT NO. not 7th night.

rawwwr.


the past few days have been fun and exciting with friends but sucky with my family.

my life just sucks man.

and it still does now.

IM SO SCREWED NOW. i bet eugene knows why.

im going to work till 4 or 5 tonight.

im SO SO SO SO DEAD.

Bad Day -Daniel Powter

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on


Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day



my sentiments too.

just because i appear to be so cheerful EVERYTIME that doesnt mean i AM cheerful. know what's sarcasm? i doubt you do. cause if you do, you wouldnt have to put all these against me.

im losing it ok? im losing it.

im so sorry but im not as patient as you.

although i seem so, but im not so happy most of the time ok. im human. I HAVE FEELINGS. dont try to shoot me down everytime i try to get up cause ONE DAY i might just decided to stay on the ground and not get up ever again. cause IM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS LIFE. where i try and i try so hard but all i get is setbacks and critism. so much for trying man. so much for trying. THANKS ARH. FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE TO ME. FOR ALL THE CRITISM AND STUFF. THANKS ALOT MAN. YOU MADE MY DAY.

and in case you didnt catch that, THAT WAS SARCASM. ok?



shit man. im losing faith.




im so sorry but i've started crying myself to sleep again.



ALL THANKS TO YOU.

S.H.E.
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